Akshath's POV
I think I am a jackass. Yes, that's right I am a fucking jackass. What the fuck is wrong with me?
It's been 4 fucking months since the red room session and I am still high on her. That day a feeling stirred up in my heart. The girl trusted me with her whole being because no one would allow to look at their bodies in such an intimate way.
I became a fucking p*ssy and a shit head!! I have been trying to tell her the 3 magical words but every fucking time I become a stuttering mess. May be a little amount of fear laced my heart with what if? "What if she rejected me?" Where the fuck will I go if she doesn't want me?
I have been in a loop since 4 fucking months now. I took her on various dates. We went for movies, malls, shopping, picnic, hiking and fucking flower picking as well. Every time when I thought, this is the right time to tell her those 3 magical words I would piss myself and stutter. I know that she is waiting for me to tell those words but here I am drinking alcohol on terrace like a fucking asshole.
I don't know if people call it an addiction, love,madness or obsession but I can't even go 26.3 hrs without her. And yes, I fucking counted. That's the longest I have ever been away from her in these past months. And I can't go fucking 13.9 sec without thinking about her. And yes, I counted that as well. If she goes back home during the next semester break, I think I am gonna work from Mumbai. That's how dependent I am on her. She is the bane of my fucking existence.
I decided that this week, I am gonna plan a proposal. I can piss my pants later but this is fucking important as that feeling is stirring up a deepshit inside my body making me incapable of breathing.
Today is Friday. This whole week I have been googling about the proposal ideas. She is not someone who likes anything grand and she basically hates if she is the center of attention so I thought a decent private proposal would be good enough to impress her and I should not go overboard.
Tomorrow is Saturday, it's better I confess my feelings tomorrow night. If I postpone it any further I think I am not even gonna have that 2 to 3 hrs of sleep for the entire weekend.
I started to formulate a plan in my head on how I would do all the arrangements. By the time we were done with our classes, I drove Sanjana to the dorms and asked if she could come over and stay the weekend with me.
"Okay, I have to pack my bag. Will you wait for me downstairs?", she asked. Of course I will. "Sure baby, make it quick", I said kissing her cheek and she went off the car blushing.
These 4 months are pure bliss. We are still virgins. Yes, that's right we have done lot of wild romance together but we never had sex. We have seen each other naked a lot of times and done a lot of stuff too but I didn't want to rush myself and her into sex. That's why I never asked her about it and considering her shy personality she would simply die of embarrassment before even asking for sex.
After few minutes I heard a knock on my car door. She was quick as she only had to pack her clothes because I ordered all her skincare items online so that she could use them whenever she visits me and I also use them secretly. We soon drove off to my house.
I started to cook food and she started baking my favorite cupcakes and cookies.
She has been doing that ever since she found out I was hungry when I attended a business meeting and did not have anything to eat at the last minute. So she bakes my favorites, pack it and place them in my car so that whenever I am in car or felt hungry, I would have something to eat that is within my reach and trust me I have been eating quite a lot of those baked goods since the past 4 months.
After cooking, eating and cleaning, she arranged a movie night in the living room with makeshift bed and pillows on the floor. I made her sit in between my legs with her back leaning on my front. I hummed in satisfaction as she brings peace and calm in my hectic life.
I started kissing her neck and she angled her neck giving me more access. As I was about to give a hickey she pushed me away. "No, you will not give me a hickey because it's taking a lot of time for me to cover it up", she said making me groan.
I simply hugged her and started watching whatever the Korean or Chinese drama that was playing on TV.
"Why the fuck is she going for that jackass? He is not even manly", I said as I got involved in the series. "Akshu, you cannot call my hero with that word", she cutely scolded. "What word? Jackass?", I smirked knowing very well that my angel cannot say a bad word from her mouth.
"Yes, that word. Don't", she warned trying to look intimidating but all she ever looked was cute.
Halfway through the series she slept on me. I took out my phone and called my workers to make the arrangements for the proposal and gave them a list of what I wanted.
I cuddled her and drifted off to sleep.
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(Saturday)
It's afternoon right now. I have been acting weird since morning. I have been daydreaming and fucking staring into the space which irritated Sanjana. I gave one word answers for whatever questions she asked me. I think it's safe to say that I pissed her off.
We had a silent lunch. After doing nothing for few hours, I got a call which I have been waiting for and its freaking 6:00pm already. Shit!! I planned the proposal at 7:30. I told Sanjana that I have some important file to get from the office and started my car.
In reality I was going to get the promise ring that I have ordered a week ago and I was waiting for their call. I thought hard on what proposal gift I have to give her and promise ring sounded decent.
I went to the mall and collected the ring along with a new designer dress I ordered for her and started returning to the house with a grin on my face.

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Author's POV:
Trisha went to the mall few hours ago. When she was returning back to the parking lot, she saw a familiar figure and she rushed towards the figure. It was Akshath.
As she was about to call him, she saw a shopkeeper giving him a girl's dress and Akshath took it from him and smiled to himself and started going towards the car.
Trisha thought that it would be perfect to follow him and come to know whom he is going to present this dress to. She got inside her car and secretly followed him. After a 15 minute drive, he parked the car infront of a modern house and Trisha parked her car a few feet away.
She saw Akshath entering the house typing a pass code at the gate. Once he was out of sight, she got down from the car and went towards the gate which she figured she could not open.
She then saw a small gap between the metal rods in the garden and a small gate as well on the other side. She looked around checking the surroundings and jumped inside.
The weather turned a bit chill as it was night time in early April. She waited outside for an hour and she got restless and impatient. As Trisha was about to leave, the lights suddenly turned on lighting up the entire garden. She immediately got behind a huge tree a few feet away and waited.

Trisha saw Akshath and a blindfolded girl who was wearing the same dress that she saw in Akshath's hand at the mall.
After some time, Akshath took off the blind fold making Trisha go numb. It was the same girl who used to sit beside Akshath during lunch.
"How damn thick was I? I saw all the signs infront of me but choose to ignore it. Of course he would go for the most beautiful girl in the group", Trisha murmured to herself.
Trisha wanted to smash Sanjana's head repeatedly and break it into million pieces but she cannot do that infront of Akshath as she cannot be a villain infront of Akshath.
Trisha saw the man she loved the most on his knees and confessing his feelings to someone else. She thought Akshath doesn't do this kind of sweet gestures so, she already accepted him the way he was. But here this bitch is making him kneel infront of her!!! Trisha thought internally about Sanjana.
Trisha saw Sanjana getting on her knees as well and kissing Akshath with passion. Trisha's blood boiled looking at Sanjana. She thought it was her place. Only she has the right on Akshath since childhood and he only belongs to her. She simply not gonna let anyone take her favorite toy that she love which is Akshath.
Trisha's obsession over Akshath increase ten fold knowing someone else also likes him. This made her competitive and she was so sure that she would win.
With a new determination, Trisha slowly left from there as the new couple were in their own land of romance.
"When are you gonna say I Love you to me?", Akshath asked Sanjana as she just kissed him in response for his proposal.
Sanjana wanted to make him crave and wait for it just like she did. She has been waiting for almost 5 months for him to realize, muster up the courage and come to her by himself. At one point she decided to break the stereotype and wanted to confess but she wanted Akshath to realize what love is and if he ever felt the kind of love that she described to him.
"Hey don't talk to me like that. I have a boyfriend now", Sanjana beamed at Akshath making him grin. "Oh yeah? What will your boyfriend do? And I thought you guys already declared yourselves as unofficial couple", said Akshath playing along with her game.
"You are right. We were already a couple even before the confession. And my boyfriend would literally beat you up if he knows that you are flirting with me", she said biting her lip.
"Oh, what will your boyfriend do if I kiss you now?", Akshath whispered huskily placing his hand on the side of her neck and pulling her close. Sanjana gulped due to the proximity and whispered "May be you should find out". "Mmhmm", Akshath hummed and crashed his lips with hers enjoying the bliss.
Is it a happy ending for them? Or is it not? Is Trisha gonna plan something or will she back off?
Is it gonna be a sweet little love story or will soon turn into a tragedy?
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