I am on cloud nine. I was really getting high from some one else's pain and fear.
Some say I am psychotic bitch, some say am crazy and someone else say I am mad.
But what I say? Why not be a combination of all? Why can't I be all? That would be lot more fun.
I know I am not normal since my childhood. I was different from every one. I got high seeing someone suffer, when I see some one cry or when I torture someone. When they are in pain or when I take the most valuable items from them, be it their friends, favorite toys, books, hitting them or torturing them. Ahhh!! The satisfaction I get!! Couldn't describe that in words.
But out of all this, only one person made me feel normal. Only one person was brave enough to stand up against me and didn't take my shit.
A. K. S. H. A. T. H
I got his name tattooed below my breast.
He sure sacrificed his toys for me without even fighting me but at the same time, he never took shit from me. I used to fear his anger and that made me mesmerized. The girl whom everyone fears is now trembling infront of him!!
I was the psychotic one here. I steal or much less forcibly take valuables that I like from people and getting high looking at their miserable state.
So can you imagine my horror? Horror, when someone actually steals from the stealer or much less a valuable fucking possession of a psycho?
That's when I took matters into my own fucking hands. If I want, I can easily ruin that fucking bitch Sanjana for stealing my possession.
But the blood thrist is deeper than that. I want to annihilate, shatter and fucking wipe her existence out of Akshath's life. I want to fucking break her to an extent where she will not be able to collect her ownself.
She wants something that actually belongs to me since I was a child. How can she think that I would leave her after she fucking touched, kissed or much worse slept with what's mine?
She had my fucking possession, my valuable, a part of my life, my love..... MY AKSHATH.
That's when I decided that I would simply not just ruin her. I have something more in my store for her. She want what's mine? Then she can be my fucking guest!!
When I saw Akshath confessing his feelings to that good for nothing piece of shit, I decided what I would do to her. I formulated a plan, a plan which is complex, a plan which a genius can't decode.
A plan to destroy Sanjana Saxena.
No, I don't want her simply dead. I swore for myself that I would take her on a ride. A ride where she goes through series of emotions and those emotions which can cause her harm, self-lothe, hatred, betrayal or much worse, drive her suicidal.
I want to give her a gift that she wouldn't forget in this life time. And that gift would be Akshath's hatred.
I know Akshath all my life. The one thing he cannot bear is ignorance and betrayal. he would go bonkers for that shit. I will use that for my advantage in this game plan, get her tangled in this shit and put her in the point blank range of Akshath's hatred where he could shoot her with his fury.
For that, I decided, I want some leverage, a partner or someone else that could do all my dirty work with me being safe.
I started to think, think and think. That's when this genius idea got me in chokehold.
(Flashback) (After Akshath confessed his feelings to Sanjana)
When Akshath proposed her, I was livid and want to kill her but then where's the fun? So I thought for days and finally decided I would go to Akshath's office. I wanted something, anything as a leverage and I was desperate.
Akshath was not in the office. Probably spending his time fucking that bitch in his bed.
As i entered his office, I saw Harsh. Ahhhh, Harsh, Akshath's personal assistant. What can I say? When I know this fucking piece of shit has a huge crush on me. So why not use it for my own benefit?
"Hii, Harsh!!", I greeted in a sickly sweet voice. Yukkk!
"Ohhh.... H..hi T..Trisha", stuttering bastard!! And he has an audacity to have a crush on me and want me? Like really?
When I went closer to his desk, that's when I saw a leverage or more likely a liability. Akshath's laptop was casually lying on his desk. What a lucky day!!
"Ohh, I missed your voice Harsh", I gagged, ewww I would rather kiss a pig than miss him.
"Ohh...y..eah?", he asked with shitty shiny eyes sparkling with interest.
"Hey this is Akshath's laptop right? What is this doing here?", I questioned while skimming my fingers on his neck slightly.
Haahhhh!! Melting like a fucking pussy.
I saw him shiver slightly under my touch but he soon composed himself and said "Ohh, his laptop had to get repaired. I was just taking it to the service center", wow that's a perfect opportunity for me.
"Why do you have to strain yourself when I can run the errand for you?", I made sure to bend a little so that he would get a little sneak peek of my cleavage.
"Uhh... Ummm... I would rather not", he replied with uncertainty. "But it's hot outside. I will get it done and will be right back for you. Don't you want that?", I made sure I bent over the desk where his face is just few centimeters away from my boobs.
He gulped and agreed to take the laptop with me making me smirk.
"I will be back for you yeah?", I whispered huskily, took the laptop and ran through the doors.
I got it repaired in an hour and took it back with me and started going through his laptop. Aksh was careless with his own device as the password was quiet easy which is his grandpa's birthday. I once saw it long back when he was typing the password.
I went through all his messages and emails for an hour. I got frustrated as I wasn't able to find anything. That's when his laptop chimed and I saw an icon that's practically hidden. I opened it and came to know its some sort of message app.
Curiosity got the best out of me and I read his conversations with every person on that app but only one caught my attention. His messages with Mike.
They were talking about a person called Ankit who seems to be our senior and Akshath outed him and got him expelled as he messed with Sanjana.
Perfect!! I got the perfect link which lead me to meet up with Ankit, my partner who was on the same page as me.
I returned the laptop, did my research and got hold of Ankit and then we planned the doom. He wants to harm Akshath but I cannot allow that so in my twisted way I molded him into thinking that breaking up with Sanjana would be more painful to him and this asshat agreed.
(Present)
I was in my farmhouse when suddenly I heard a car screech. I know who it was, 'Ankit'.
He directly came towards me fisted my hair and kissed me hard. Then, we had our fucking session. He sure is an asshole but mannn!! he can satisfy my needs and fuck me like a bitch.
After sex, we just wore our clothes and sat on the couch.
"You said you love Akshath but you have sex with me?", Ankit questioned.
"Yes, I love him and I even tried to offer myself to him but he refused to sleep with me and I have needs. I can't just sit around like a virgin mary and wait for him to fuck me. He is having his share of fun with that bitch anyways so why can't I have my share of fun?", I was frustrated as Akshath refused to sleep with me multiple times but he simply went ahead and offered himself to that fucking bitch Sanjana to satisfy his needs.
"Hmm fair enough", he responded but was staring into space.
"I have doubts, you did not tell me the whole plan. What are you actually trying to do? Why are you asking her to go to all those places? Why can't we just drug her and click some inappropriate pictures and mail them to Akshath?", Ankit breathed out confused about what my game plan was.
"What do you think Akshath would do if he finds some inappropriate pictures of Sanjana all of a sudden? It would not make any sense and he clearly knows that Sanjana is not capable of doing that. So he would come here and start investigation from ground level and we could get caught or he would be suspicious of me. Akshath may have anger issues but he is not stupid enough to believe that shit. He runs a billion dollar empire for gods sake and not to mention, he is a genius. We can't fool him with some inappropriate pictures out of nowhere", I finished narrowing my eyes at the stupid person asking shitty questions.
"Then what's your plan? We asked her to visit multiple places from the past one month. We didn't even go near her. She was just waiting for hours at the places that we asked her to stay put", he breathed out in frustration.
"Goshhh, you are so thick. What we are doing to her is absolutely necessary", I replied.
"What do you mean", he popped a question.
"Look, if there are inappropriate pictures of her, then Akshath would be doubtful right away and he would know someone planned it. But, here, we are building up a story. A story where Akshath goes abroad, Sanjana feeling lonely, then gradually seeking comfort from that Kunal. Obviously that bitch won't go on dates with Kunal by herself so we are asking her to attend different places and actually planning some romantic date shit between them. It will be more believable this way if things go by their own pace between them as Sanjana don't indulge herself with guys right away. Akshath also would be believing it if things go slowly between Kunal and Sanjana and then gradually take a turn. So for this shit to happen we atleast need more than 3 months. Hence, that is why I asked to send Akshath away", I exhaled explaining the scenarios to the dumb ass.
"But why Kunal? Why not me?", I am sure this idiot lost brain cells.
"Because the girl who doesn't even gave her mobile number to you will not be going out on a date with you for sure. Isliye hame bali ka bakra chahiye tha aur who Kunal hai", I responded.
(That is why we needed a scapegoat, in this case it would be Kunal)
"So we are building a fake story around these two, make Akshath think that she is slowly seeking comfort in Kunal and gradually falling in love with him by creating all the romantic dates between them?", he summarized.
"Exactly, and then we will not reach out to him directly. We will use the least expected person to make him understand that she was betrying him with all the pictures of Sanjana and Kunal as evidence. I am sure he will check the CC TV camers of all these places and would come to know that his dear little Sanjana is spending hours and hours of time with Kunal. And you know the best part is? We threatned her not to spill the agreement between you and her with anyone so most likely she is lying to everyone out there while going on these little dates which will just add fuel to fire", I laughed thinking how much Akshath would hate her after this.
"But these is nothing physical in these pictures like Sanjana is maintaining good distance with Kunal", goddddd he really is a shitty partner.
"We still have time to take our last blow at them. We can create a misunderstanding that Sanjana and Kunal are having physical relationship even though they don't. Now plan something more romantic or touchy events between them as it's already been a month", I mumbled still thinking about my game plan.
"You know, that's actually a great plan", he complimented.
"Abhi teaser hi dekhliya? Bada Picture abhi baaki hai mere dost. Sanjana ko iss Khainaat bhi bacha nahi sakta. Wo thadpegi Akshath ke liye", I chuckled as I still have a lot in my store for that bitch.
(This is just a teaser, big picture is yet to come on screen my friend. Even universe will not be able to save Sanjana. She will yearn for Akshath's love which she got easily before)
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